About Me
About Me
I was born on August 13, 1977, in
Idaho Falls, Idaho, to Myles and Doloris Aldous. I was the second of what would
eventually become five children, and the eldest girl. Both of my parents were
raised to be Mormon*, but my father never really embraced the faith and stopped
attending church when I was still young. He had a lot of questions that
couldn’t be answered by the LDS religion, or any other Christian faith, so far
as I have found. I feel he may have liked Buddhism better, had that been an
option in such a Mormon-heavy state. His questions and the lack of satisfying
answers eventually led to my own break with Mormonism at the age of sixteen. Unable
to accept the more unlikely aspects of the Mormon faith, I looked around for
something else to believe in. I did a little research into Rosicrucianism (This
was long before the days of the internet, so I was limited in the scope of my
research.) but didn’t quite find what I was looking for there. I did discover
in myself a talent for witchcraft at the age of seventeen, which I practice to
this day. (My personal version of witchcraft invokes gods as human-constructed
archetypes that have taken on a certain energy from being around for so long.)
Buddhism appeals to me on a philosophical level, although I would not call
myself a practicing Buddhist per se. I do keep a Buddhist shrine, along with my
pagan altar, but I only take bits and pieces from each faith. They served as
the primary inspiration for my own self-constructed spiritual path.
I was basically an atheist for a
while, here and there being inspired to believe in something, only to encounter
the same bitter disillusionment and return to my base state of non-belief
(excluding witchcraft, which I have always practiced in some form). Something
was clearly missing in my life, but none of the creeds and philosophies and
religious traditions rang true enough to me to invest in. Then, in 2015, I
realized what I needed to do: I needed to craft my own religion, taking those
ideas that appealed to me on a philosophical level, from all the sources I had
at my disposal. I needed my own core tenets, my own sacred writings, my own
belief system, something that made sense to me. I went on the internet and got
ordained by the Universal Life Church, and then sat down and started writing.
Most of what I have written is here: edited, modified, and expanded upon. Some
of the writings are included in the official Book of the Path, and others are
merely philosophical reflections that helped to shape the Path in some way.
The best way to understand the Path is
to start with the official Book and the other writings here, and then read some
of the sacred texts. I know there are a lot of books there, but they each offer
some insight or provided some inspiration for the Path. (I would suggest
starting with the Dark Tower series.)
*It is important to know that the
environment in which I was raised was racist, sexist, patriarchal, and
homophobic. It took me a long time to shed those old, harmful ideas, and I
still periodically have to check my own privilege or question an idea that may
be toxic. (My dear friend Courtney has done more to help me overcome those
toxic ideas than any other person. Thank you, Courtney!)
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